After 1.5 years things have become clear to me.
I am loosing myself. Have found myself again.
What will this party bring me?
Nothing what I wished for.

Been nice to have experienced.
Before the hurting will become too much, I just quit.

So, I will not be there at next weeks meeting...

These days inspire me to write and do lots of serious thinking.
I am happy now. Leaving the pain, arrogance, ambitious and poweraddicted people.
Discovering new ways to attend. I will attend the Autscape conference this year. To be held in July/August. Location: Yorkshire Dales. Not too bad _))

Things are going well at my jobs.

Trying to gain some weight.

This week I heard the story of a woman with Aspergers who was diagnosed now 8 years ago. It was so good to hear especially because of her positive attitude. I do recognize the struggle to accept the diagnosis. Know I am in the middle of the road. I trust time will be gentle for me.

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